Thursday, April 30, 2009
@4/30/2009
after a long week finally can take a break...had been tuition-ing,revision-ing abit here and there...but wasnt ready for MYE yet though...so how?whts next?i realli cant get a answer...:(...dun ask me why..i cant answer ... anyway CCA n everything had stand down for the time being till my npcc camp!...final big thing b4 i pass out...den focus on studies...gt chance n my results permit den i would come back to service for the school?provided teacher is willing to hmmm...hahas...anyway many many things had happened...Dedication 2 will stay united ... no one will be left alone!...we come tgt we pass out tgt!...dedication2!all the way!...
you asked me why i dun want to tell u the reason n many things...i dun want to tell u is simply because once i tell u how i feel abt u maybe we couldnt be friends anymore...i believe i dont want it to happen to me again...i m not so brave to handle this problem once more...once bitten twice shy sorry...my bad :( i would only simply say sorry to u _ _ _ _ _.... not wanting to lose u thats the only method...
Labels: getting to know you is a blessing : )
Friday, April 24, 2009
@4/24/2009
I think this year speech day was the best i ever had in my whole 4 years in cbss!...we started out with full strength den many fall out ended hong leung not able to be the goh IC den jason took over hong lueng took the goh squad den the parade went well for dry run but for the actual one i think is kinda cork up partly the timing but also abit on our fault due to we ask asri to slow down but we didnt inform the band to slow down...but nvm it went ok after than...finish the parade we went to take our award...wa many say we only take a cert n voucher i imdiately sian to the max ... i was hopping it was a pluck lucky was really a pluck but was very very fergile...we went up to the gallery sit sit awhile den went down to the LP because Mr Ang n Mr Wong treated us pizza ... we enjoyed the food n the time tgt...esp like we were all so high screaming n shouting n phototaking...den out of a sudden a feeling came... i went into emo state for awhile as thinking back my last training lerrhs...den like we pre-celebrating for out passing out parade...so ... after that went to mac sit sit awhile den jason n dun hui make us laugh like hell...like death note liddat hahas...really laugh until my food cant finish...too crazy le...den took bus with mei n some of her friends...den listen listen wht they say...den crazy things happened again lol...but nvm...anyway lazy to post le...i go blog hopping n msn that jason tan jie shen lerrhs!...
NPCC is my life!...I love it to the max..!...Nothing Would Make Me Lose Interest For It!I love you NPCC!!Labels: The Rank Is Wht You Wear.The Respect Is Wht You Earn
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
@4/22/2009
Chin Yang is dead!never be able to feel n sense anything already! nEVER! I m really fucking tired of my life at times!why do i exist?i 2nd time in my life have this type of feeling for limited reasons!today was really a fuck day!nothing went smoothly ! I remembered that there is once in my life liddat!but my seniors were around..mika n denise .. They really consoled me n help me through but this time..who ish gonna help me through this shyt?no one ! I m depending on myself now!nothing will be right!i m always wrong!i had always been positive in my heart but now no more!a dead person!the pain n hurt in my heart would never go..[note i dun have a relation]i really dun want to continue all this shyt wat how i could have myself? I m really tired n sick of all this!many things occured today which i m not going into details!anyway i m not posting anymore
Sunday, April 19, 2009
@4/19/2009
today was a crazy day for me...: (...woke up for no reason at 6am gosh!...wtf sia...ytd night 12am den slp den ... anyway nvm also haahs..den stoning till 1pm went to makan at the market near my grandma house...makan le went up..gosh once we reach we smell something burning outside my grandma house den my dad ask the maid to take a pail of water he tot was something burning on the cover den realise it wasnt...it was the bottom floor gabbage chuke on fire...den my grandma went out to see awhile i was like asking them to come in eps my grandma...if my grandma was a cadet i would have scolded her...lol...she was already so old she shouldnt be smelling all this...is very harmfull...den i went down to see the fire...was very big in the chuck...den the scdf came n pull out the fire quite fast but the smell still remains there...[difussion] lol den after awhile i went off to visit another grandma...my mummy side de .. went awhile jiu went to safra pool awhile...hahas...den makan at a thai place...the food is soso only...ahahs...but damn expensive...i owe someone a treat to a thai resturant...hahahs...shall see when i treat that person..: )
nothing is impossible with a will ... i will win the war!!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
@4/18/2009
i m back from these 3 days school camp...quite enjoyable though except for some incident would spoilt the whole thing...not really worth actually but the camp has ended..first day course course course...but quite impt n the time was really well spent there...i would / will start my timetable soon!...i believe it is gonna to work!n fine dinning was next .. i ended up wearing school uniform even though i bought formal wear...as i see no point wearing it hahas...next activity,NIGHT WALK...was looking forward to it actually but ended up with disappointments...they said till it was so scary scary etc but it was like no kick at all...i went in with 3 gurls n chuan yao . they were all quite brave not a single soul screamed hahas...okay thats all for th first day nothing much .. second day at sentosa...walk walk walk with that blazing hot sun...that really kills sia...forced to be the group leader den so be it...i wanted the whole group to be tgt so used some fierce attitude but ended up with conflicts..was really irrated actually but eventually i gave up...how i said to convince them dont seems to work at all so i gave up on them n started adventuring hahas...i seen them all very worn out already...treated 2 bottles of 100plus to them to share even though it not enuf but was able to perk them up a little bit...: ]... after that we went back school prepare for campfire..lol...actually i was involved but i put karthig to take over me..because i have the wht class cheer which was actually so...Zzz...hahas...but the camfire was super duper funny...shawn was mking so much noise to build up the atmosphere even some quite girls i seen was laughing like grace , melissa etc laughing...shawn ended up with some problem with the unreasonable instructor...tha instructor everything also care...damn inrrated!....den done lala...went to slp...song bo..den charge my phone also hahas...my second time chargeing phone in school first time is councillor camp...third day was really crap no activities except the small cheers compeition n area cleaning..lol...den video montiage... epic at work n school de... epic did one den other one jason did it...nice nia...funny...after that went makan with jason men n feli den went back sms sms sms...i think this camp was really a fruitful one...know afew nice friends n some EX NPCC cadets...like
melvin - wa he seems so proud when he told me i last time npcc one now quit le join volleyball
grace - a super friendly n nice gurl..but very quiet...will laugh only when some rally happening things happened : )
melissa-a good asst leader...can lead well n can work well with people...: )
thats all carine- sorry to hear yr grandma ... hope u would cheer up soon : ) take care
wen n yan - jia you for yr competition : 0...i would root for u!...hahahs....
Labels: nothing is impossible : )
